migraine tuesdays. blech.

today was kinda a sucky day. i was running around doing relatively mundane stuff for my work today. it was hot and humid in chicago so needless to say, i was stricken with the migraine. feck. what concerns me most is that i had one exactly a week ago. now i can sorta be down with getting a migraine 2x a month but not once a week. i took a relpax at dinner and that helped but i _hate_ having to take medication for my headaches.

mostly because i don't want to become dependent on meds but i was at a point once in my life where i was taking relpax every day and it was _really_ hard to get off that habit. the more relpax i take, the more i know i'll need to take. so i try to save them for migraine emergencies.

weight-wise i've been really stagnant for a couple weeks now. 255 to 256. the scale is just not wanting to budge. i scheduled a fill for this week but i'm not sure i need it. i've got relatively good restriction (tight, even during the morning thru afternoon) but everything loosens up at night and i can eat lots.

i don't want to be overfilled but i want a teeny bit more restriction. i still may cancel out on my thursday fill...

today was just a crappy day. i lost my favorite pen. i got a migraine. i had crappy work to do. i felt extra large today. there are ants in my apartment. my weight annoys me. what else can i complain about?

sigh.